I taste it! I taste it!
The metallic taste of blood on my tongue!
I want to spit it out but i can’t!!!
There is too much!
Too much of it to swallow.
It sprays on me!
Make it stop!!
I want to rip the veins in my arms!
Or peel them out, ripping them from under my skin!
I hate it!!!
I hate everything!
I want to pluck out my teeth like pomegranate seeds!
I want to grind them against one another until they all break!
Symphonies upon symphonies,
All tuning their throats to my misery.
I wonder if they enjoy it.
I wonder if they can taste the metallic taste as I do right now.
It isn’t mine.
The weight is too much!
I need water!
The weight broke my neck.